December 30, 2007

on the way to visit the coast…

if you are willing to model for me, don’t be surprised if your images are used in any of my websites, since it is my art… don’t try to threaten me with lawyers because your husband found out you modeled for me and he is angry…


finally out…

December 29, 2007

shane deruise

photography by shane deruise, raleigh, nc

planning… where to go… how to get there… and how to cast spells… hmmm…


the hills and the graves

December 28, 2007

shane deruise

photography by shane deruise, raleigh, nc

your face cuts like glass
in the death of winter
how long will this last
breath in
and the crowd contains us
the panic
feeds
I’ve not noticed the loss
the hills and the graves
as rotating lights carry me home


December 26, 2007


the day they stopped

December 25, 2007

shane deruise

photography by shane deruise, raleigh, nc

selective lyrics by our lady peace:

one day you’ll have to let it go…
remember losing hope…
remember all the feelings and the day they stopped…


December 24, 2007

christmas… old friends… new friends… great night…

im really not for the holidays but it was good seeing rich…

i seem to remember being lulled
to sleep by
fake tv fireplace
and strange christmas music
within the clutches of cold
and a monster
and a memory


December 22, 2007

i know most of you come here for art, or an experience unlike something you yourself have felt, but thats not what this is about, it’s selfish, and it’s about my life, and what i have been through as well, and this was a wedding that me and my friend biggie attended…

i miss biggie and derek very much… i hope this move goes soon and smoothly…

as for now im heading home, back soon with pics…