June 26, 2008

fuck all of you photographers… your not fucking contenders… a camera doesn’t make you an artist, in fact it makes you a blind man with a camera…

rip me off, lock me up
tear my heart out
write my name
small scrap of paper
small reason rounding
no keeping quiet

tiny traced line
sealed window
and no vent
no air
tremendous weight
tremendous wait

cataloged secrets
in invisible ink
within a trunk
drowned within
poisoned well


June 25, 2008

shane deruise

photography by shane deruise, raleigh, nc

book coming along nicely thanks to my executive consultant 😉


June 24, 2008

an old man… slowly… dying…


June 23, 2008

photography by shane deruise, raleigh, nc

sick… working on book as always… job interview…

hoping to become something better…


June 20, 2008

old documentary video from college… on relationships… it sucks… cause college sucked… but my photos are the best as usual…

i covered every relationship from death of a child in a loving family… to gay love… to break up… to abusive relationships…

please enjoy…


June 17, 2008

working on my book… stressed about work…


June 16, 2008

long and fun weekend…

very stressful week… things seem to never work out…