July 7, 2018
photography by shane deruise, raleigh, nc
Seems that my old host has lost all my files from so many years of keeping this blog… For long time fans, and possible new fans: please find me at http://thewickedmachine.com :: my relaunch of the former… I hope you enjoy what is to come…
Oh, the urge to kill somebody was basically overwhelming
I had such hard blues down there in the supermarket queues
And I had a sudden urge to become someone,
someone like you
Who started out with less than anyone I ever knew
-Nick Cave
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Posted by Shane Deruise
May 4, 2017
photography by shane deruise, raleigh, nc
Official launch of the new product is coming soon, thank you to everyone who has stuck by year after battling year…. I hope you enjoy what is to come…
Sorrow found me when I was young,
Sorrow waited, sorrow won.
Sorrow that put me on the pills,
It’s in my honey it’s in my milk.
It’s only about half a heart alone
On the water,
Cover me in rag and bones, sympathy.
‘Cause I don’t wanna get over you.
I don’t wanna get over you.
-The National
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Posted by Shane Deruise
July 28, 2016
photography by shane deruise, raleigh, nc
3 years… it has been a very long absence… dealing with life… betrayal… personal demons. as things are infinity better now, I feel the need to share with all of you that have stuck with me… take this pill is evolving into new entity, a new site…news soon
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Posted by Shane Deruise
April 23, 2013
photography by shane deruise
Originally posted on May 30, 2010 @ 18:08
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Posted by Shane Deruise
February 26, 2013
Originally Published: July, 2nd, 2009
shane deruise :: take this pill
been working on the book all week, got huge sections done… should be ready for order by halloween or christmas…
very sad people canceling for cook out… its ok, what fun they will miss…
been rough week, mom may be sick… my heart stops…
…
and as i slept among your bones
the only home i had come to know
my brittle heart against your radius
the dust on my face
this dirt floor
fuck this floor
i could not give you velvet
or cotton, or even pashmina
what son am i
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shane deruise :: take this pill 